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Oct. 2nd, 2005 @ 10:03 am wow....
me...: blaheh
life seems to have gotten away from me. I'm going to be 25 next week, which I'm ok with, and what have I done. Not much. I just want to get on with it. I just feel kinda like I'm spinning in a circle ending up back at where I started. A dead end job, undefined relationship, and still living at home. Ahh. It's all good though. I mean it could be much worse. I'm very fortunate. I've been given a lot of blessings. So.. yeah.

I've been seeing John constantly for the past month. I don't know what to make of it. I don't know. I think we just need to sit down and figure a few things out. All I know is that if he says he's going to call, he should call. Even if it's for like a minute and say that he can't talk (hell i'll even take a text message). I think I'm just afraid that he's going to take off again. That's what I think is the real problem. I don't want to get hurt. It was hard enough for me before when he'd get busy with work or whatever else it was that came up, but now. He's trying to change the way he lives, trying to take time to enjoy life. (shocking for those who know him, trust me) And, I just hope he doesn't run again. I think it's also, that we're still in the beginning stages, and we're still trying to get use to the way each other are. If that makes any sense. I'm not totally sure it does, but it's all good. I know what I'm thinking, and even with that, i'm not trying to do that too much. So. I'm just trying to take it one day at a time, and hope that we can get it to work. I have a feeling I'm over analyzing this too much. So. I'm just going to stop. :P
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Jun. 18th, 2005 @ 11:34 pm been a while.
me...: boredwanna join?
So. It's been a while since I've been here. My sister keeps giving me crap to update, it's nice to know someone cares. :P So. Anyway. Yeah. My family is moving, i asked a guy out, i'm lonely as hell, and umm.. that's about all that's new. i'm boring. well.. this weekend at least.. besides.. i'm sick of complaining bout the same old things.. soo.. anyway... talk to ya later..
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May. 4th, 2005 @ 11:57 pm results!!
me...: ecstaticecstatic
I was totally shocked tonight. I was told my results, and shocked!! I couldn't believe it. I lost 3 pounds!!!!!! And I made it to my 10%. Which means I got my key chain. Right now, the Core plan is working for me!! Wahoo. It's all good. I'm still in shock. And soon I'll be fitting into a size 10. he he he. Right. I've got another two months. I'm just fitting nicely into a size 12. So. I mean it's better then nothing. And we'll see. But i'm still shocked.!! It's amazing. REally. I didn't think I did that well. So. We'll see. I hope I can keep it up. He he he. 5.6 pounds down in two weeks. Seems like a lot. But, that's what I'm weighing in at. And I had more clothes on this week too. When the weather was nicer i was wearing a skirt and a tank top, but tonight i had long kacki's on and a tank top. So. Wow. It's amazing. He he he. Oh well. it's bed time.. Good night.
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May. 4th, 2005 @ 02:01 pm wednesday
me...: productiveproductive
well. this day has been flying past at the speed of light.

I found out that Ginny's dad passed away, and the funeral is on Saturday. I'm going to try to go.

Then, maybe out to dinner with a friend. We'll see.

Plus i have to get organized for my meeting on Monday. So. i'm going to be a busy little bee this weekend. So. Umm.. Yeah.

And I have to go to the gym to make up for being the lazy ass that i've been the past few days. And i have a meeting tonight to see if being lazy made any difference. WEll, it probably did, because i definitely went over my flex points. So. We'll see tonight. I'll let ya know. :P SO. Yeah.. it's back to work. Wahoo!!
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May. 3rd, 2005 @ 10:49 pm getting better
me...: okayokay
So. I was pretty bad there for a few days. Good thing I was able to pull out of it. Which I normally can. So. It's all good. So. I had dinner with John last week. I don't know what to make of that boy. Really, he's surprised that I remember things about him, and he made sure that I'm aware of how old he is. He keeps making comments about how i'll fit in with most of his friends, and all these things, and it doesn't make sense. Oh, and he won't let me pay when we go out. (Except once, he let me get the movie tickets, but that was it!) I don't know.

He doesn't call, tells me to call him, and I don't know. I like him. It's so much easier when I don't see him. That way I can forget. But no, he keeps coming into the office when I'm there, and he'll call me when he's feeling anti-social and talk to me for an hour. And things like that. I don't know what to think. Other then I just need to find out what he thinks. Because if i'm wasting my time, I'd rather know.

But, At least I had a good time at dinner the other night. Which is wonderfully different. Good conversation, excellent food, and who wouldn't love to look into a deep blue set of eyes for more then an hour. I had fun. But, we'll see.

HAbitat. So. I'm the chairwoman for the Habitat for Humanity of Montgomery County's Builders on the Move event in October. I had my first official meeting today, and I get to run my first meeting on Monday. AHHHHH!! SO. It doens't sound too bad, just kicking some people in the butt to get moving on some things, and then finding people to volunteer to actually work the event (with promise of pizza afterward) and things like that. SO. We'll see. I have to take this weekend and actaully get organized from everything that i was given tonight. So. We'll see. I hope i didn't get myself into anything too difficult or stressful. SOOOOO!! Wish me luck.

That's it for now. Oh, yeah. I think I'm moving. Not to Boston or Chicago like I was thinking last week. But my parents are looking at a house. And we'll see. They still don't know what's going on. And they've been talking about moving for a while now. So. Only time will tell. Oh well it's bed time. Night!

Oh! Did anyone watch One Tree Hill?!?!?!?! What was Nathan thinking???? Really. And to make Lucas promise not to tell Haley! Please.

Or Gilmore Girls!?!?!!?!?!?!?!? I would have shot Emily had she been my mother, and Logan better watch it. He he he.

::Hangs head in same. such a WB junkie.!! And Loving it!!
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Apr. 24th, 2005 @ 05:59 pm Sunday ...
me...: contentcontent
Well, as it turns out, I had different plans. I had to go to a 50th birthday party with my mommy today. So. It was a lot of fun, and lots of great food. (I do need to go exercise after this is done)

It was in Skippack. Very cute little town. I need to go back, and go shopping there. Lot's of quiant little shops, with lovely expensive resturants. It was wonderful. Aww. And this cake was amazing, it looked like three packages piled on top of each other. Beautiful. So. It's all good. So. yeah. my afternoon. so. that's about it. Talk to ya later. Bye bye
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Apr. 24th, 2005 @ 11:20 am this weekend.
me...: hungryhungry
so. i'm trying this instead of xanga. we'll see how it works out. i guess it just requires me to make the time to write. other then weekends.

I watched Closer and Spanglish last night. CLoser was interesting. Spanglish was good. I got to rent SPanglish for free, because i actually rented Ocean's Twelve, but there was no movie in it. and yeah. soo. they were out of Ocean's twelve. So. I got spanglish instead. it's all good. I just wish i would have mentioned that they should have given me a free rental for ocean's twelve. so. oh well i forgot. so.. yeah that's was my weekend thus far, soo exciting i know. it sucks. but that is my life. boring.

Oh well. i have got to go get me some food. I'll write more later. bye bye
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